I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
If you or someone you know needs help, find resources in your area from the International OCD Foundation: iocdf.org/?s=+&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_provider&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_clinic&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_support_group&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_program&search-type=provider
Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski

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  • Lele Pons

    Lele Pons

    11 dagen geleden

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

    • Flores E

      Flores E

      Dag geleden

      I love you and I Respect you

    • Kaitlan Gabbitas

      Kaitlan Gabbitas

      4 dagen geleden

      I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

    • Laura Schmidt

      Laura Schmidt

      7 dagen geleden

      I am your biges fan lele!

    • Eric


      10 dagen geleden

      I love you lele pons

    • Jady Clovis

      Jady Clovis

      11 dagen geleden

      I love u Lele

  • JJ23 Queen

    JJ23 Queen

    Minuut geleden

    And I know exactly what she’s going threw bc I listen and look at her to see her struggles

  • Jr banng xl

    Jr banng xl

    Minuut geleden


  • Vanessa M

    Vanessa M

    2 minuten geleden

    Sureeee anything for likes and views

  • Keeley Dabney

    Keeley Dabney

    4 minuten geleden

    My brain works like this too, and I felt like I was the only one experiencing these feelings, so this video was so helpful for me, thank you

  • thejazmin Camacho

    thejazmin Camacho

    4 minuten geleden

    ❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 I love u so much lele

  • Britney Masaya

    Britney Masaya

    4 minuten geleden

    Stay strong Lele ❤️

  • MuMU aL

    MuMU aL

    6 minuten geleden

    Lele pons 2020 ^_^

  • GroggyBilgeCrab 69

    GroggyBilgeCrab 69

    6 minuten geleden

    Crying with no tears

  • Spencer Bukosky

    Spencer Bukosky

    6 minuten geleden

    Thank you for helping bring light to this disorder. People really don’t understand the daily struggles of real OCD

  • Jawa 2

    Jawa 2

    6 minuten geleden

    Evertime I see this.....I feel french by saying "lay lay pon"

  • Alexis Franklin

    Alexis Franklin

    9 minuten geleden

    I'm so sorry for you I'm here for you

  • milachyc88


    10 minuten geleden

    Unfortunately I do have really bad OCD too.I suffer many times because of it. Sometimes doesn’t let me relax. I totally get your pain. I send you love my dear ❤️ Don’t let it define you, you are stronger than it!

  • Sander Fander

    Sander Fander

    11 minuten geleden

    Dear Lele Pons
    You are so inspirational. I love you so much. You are amazing just the way you are. I am so sorry that you have to go through this. I know that sometimes it gets hard but always remember that you are awesome and beautiful just the way you are. I love you so much. Please please take care of yourself.💜💜💜

  • Rebekah Wyman

    Rebekah Wyman

    14 minuten geleden

    I believe that I have a form or two of ocd. I have not been diagnosed, but I have specific checks on a checklist that I have to do before I leave the house. The voice inside my head will then tell me that things are not okay and I must do it again until the voice in my head says everything is fine now. I have almost been late for work because of it, my friends have to pull me away and tell me that everything is fine. My neighbor thought someone was breaking into my apartment because I kept checking to make sure that my door was locked. I can't go to sleep until the routine is done, which delays my sleep sometimes. It's so impulsive and intrusive, mentally and physically exhausting and is not something to do joke about.

  • lee 99999999

    lee 99999999

    15 minuten geleden


  • lee 99999999

    lee 99999999

    15 minuten geleden

    Love you Layla

  • davess 3232

    davess 3232

    16 minuten geleden

    Thank you for humanizing ocd , I have harm ocd it makes me feel like a monster

  • Maria Tercero

    Maria Tercero

    16 minuten geleden

    I feel so bad she is my idol my cuz had and she died because everyone in school she forced to do things or not they would tell rumors and she did know what to do so she died cuz of it

  • Lucia Ramirez

    Lucia Ramirez

    17 minuten geleden

    This is so brave of Lele to do this I am so proud of her!

  • Arnie De Guma

    Arnie De Guma

    17 minuten geleden

    I am very PROUD of you for being so brave in doing this. ❤️❤️❤️ It made me love you soooo soo much.❤️

  • Gracie Black

    Gracie Black

    20 minuten geleden

    I’m sorry

  • Marina J

    Marina J

    21 minuut geleden


  • Lolabird Love

    Lolabird Love

    22 minuten geleden

    i love you Lele!!

  • gabe v

    gabe v

    26 minuten geleden

    I would make baby's wit her

    • The Oregon Karen

      The Oregon Karen

      19 minuten geleden

      Are you five

  • Rozalynn Smith

    Rozalynn Smith

    26 minuten geleden

    Hey don't listen I now you now this but the haters need to be Quiet

  • gabe v

    gabe v

    26 minuten geleden

    Man she's fine 😍

  • Allysa K

    Allysa K

    26 minuten geleden

    Nuh ur perfect :c

  • I like Youtube

    I like Youtube

    27 minuten geleden

    I could never make eye contact with her

  • Nevaeh Nash

    Nevaeh Nash

    28 minuten geleden

    I have ocd,adhd,and depressed

  • Bevsvs Bsbsvs

    Bevsvs Bsbsvs

    28 minuten geleden

    Is this a joke ?? Honestly im confused

  • Blu


    29 minuten geleden

    You guys sound like foreigners, where you from??

  • Brian Martinez

    Brian Martinez

    30 minuten geleden


  • Emma D

    Emma D

    35 minuten geleden

    Lele I’m definetley not a fan of your content but this has made me gain a new respect for you and your struggles. I hope you become great at dealing with this

  • Sweetest_fate Mel

    Sweetest_fate Mel

    35 minuten geleden

    I love you Lele!!! I am 15 and have OCD your not alone and it’s really hard and mine comes in 3’s or 5’s. I’m so happy and proud for you Lele your very strong I don’t think I could handle most of the things you do but I’m getting there, your an inspiration to me Lele, I wish I could meet you one day!!!

  • JJAdams03


    37 minuten geleden

    Is still rather cry in a Mercedes....



    40 minuten geleden

    I put myself in my closet and put a bag over my head suffocating myself for half over a minute as well , thnk you for this keep on srtrong✊🏽

  • Crispy HoneyBun

    Crispy HoneyBun

    40 minuten geleden

    When you cry I makes me cry lele T^T

  • mothergoose


    42 minuten geleden

    my respect for lele went 📈📈📈

  • Creamy


    44 minuten geleden

    This isn’t fiunny

  • Shelbie Kidd

    Shelbie Kidd

    48 minuten geleden

    I love you lele I hope your depression get better ❤️❤️

  • princessruthh


    49 minuten geleden

    I like that you made this video talking about your mental health, while I still don’t like your content, I respect you for speaking up about it.

  • Samantha Leschke

    Samantha Leschke

    49 minuten geleden

    (for Lele)

    You are beautiful.
    You are pretty.
    There are many people that love you, like me.
    You don't need to end it.
    I know because I myself struggle with depression 😔
    But I'm ok.
    You're ok.
    It's all ok.
    You can do it. 🙂

  • Lina Chan

    Lina Chan

    49 minuten geleden

    This actually opened my eyes about myself i think that i have OCD but no one is going to take me serious

    • The Asshole

      The Asshole

      31 minuut geleden

      In order to know you do you can seek help and they will let you know

  • Lily Braun

    Lily Braun

    50 minuten geleden

    Lele your not the only one who has to have everything perfect and I've always wanted to be like you act like you and say things like you

  • Sour Bunni

    Sour Bunni

    52 minuten geleden

    I have ocd, Tourette’s and ADHD it’s like the Combo pack that destroys your life

  • Shenelle Wilson

    Shenelle Wilson

    52 minuten geleden

    Lele I never knew you felt like this, you are really brave and talented even through your condition.

  • Lluvia Castillo

    Lluvia Castillo

    53 minuten geleden

    This made me cry 😭😭😭 because no one should be treated unfairly like Lele she's very funny kind 🥺

  • Heather Childers

    Heather Childers

    53 minuten geleden

    you know what we are all helping because we subscribe and we like and we all the fans we all love your vids and im sorry that you have ocd and we would like to help you

  • AnimeTherapy


    55 minuten geleden

    Beautiful video. Well articulated. I hope awareness will continue to spread.

  • Shamara Bogety

    Shamara Bogety

    57 minuten geleden

    My bestfriend have ocd . i still love him no matter what its ok dont be scared you are so amazing and beautiful no matter what you are so talented

  • Saso i

    Saso i

    Uur geleden

    I ❤️you so much 😍and even though I don't know u very well🤗I respect you and think you are amazing and one of the strongest people I now💪💙I don't know a lot about OCD but I can understand its very hard😔and I m proud of u and I think you are very strong 🙏❤️

  • August August

    August August

    Uur geleden

    You suffer from NPD, not OCD. Get it right.

  • Is That a Spider?

    Is That a Spider?

    Uur geleden

    Holy shit this is good representation. I never thought Lele Pons of all people would be bringing to light this horrible disorder, but that’s great! It is incredibly hard and I can resonate with her struggle.

  • Abby Zelaya

    Abby Zelaya

    Uur geleden

    Hg SC g gn

  • declan hoey

    declan hoey

    Uur geleden

    So lele do you do what you do alot of people like you for your goofy personality but not everyone hates you

  • MaKenna Mutongwiza

    MaKenna Mutongwiza

    Uur geleden

    all these pre nose job photos tho ;)

  • Sierra Retzke

    Sierra Retzke

    Uur geleden

    this proves that even the “happiest”ppl can have depression.

  • Anthony Joyce

    Anthony Joyce

    Uur geleden

    Such a pretty, funny girl. Who doesn't need people making things worse.

  • GibbyGoob_


    Uur geleden

    Sorry some spelling errors 😅🥺

  • Yesenia Alcala

    Yesenia Alcala

    Uur geleden

    I love you a lot i luv the music,vids,bravery,and the things we love about you

  • mina m

    mina m

    Uur geleden

    i’m so proud of how far you’ve come !!

  • Hannah Wilmot

    Hannah Wilmot

    Uur geleden

    You make my day all the time me and my friends always love watching your videos

  • Serenity Faith

    Serenity Faith

    Uur geleden

    Girl you are EVERYTHING 💕 .... forget about them even if you can’t .. try 🥺

  • Kenzi !

    Kenzi !

    Uur geleden

    Gabbie Hannah needs to watch this.
    All the best love! 🙏🏼💝💫

  • Nick Chandler

    Nick Chandler

    Uur geleden

    can i dislike multiple times?

    • Tyrannosaurus Sex

      Tyrannosaurus Sex

      55 minuten geleden

      My bro’s on 4chan are working on that

    • Axe Animation

      Axe Animation

      Uur geleden

      Dude I wish

  • Bailey Shade

    Bailey Shade

    Uur geleden

    I kind of fell you pain cause like say if I was jumping up the steps One at a time and jump up the stairs by three and I jump up the stairs two times by three and didn’t jump two times one by one I would be uncomfortable

  • Ed Jo

    Ed Jo

    Uur geleden

    Imagine all the people Who immediately dislike the video because it was with a lele pons instead of actually watching it

  • Hazeッ


    Uur geleden

    Love you!

  • mina riham

    mina riham

    Uur geleden

    Lele you are amazing and legend💖💖💖💖

  • Emptxy Roxes

    Emptxy Roxes

    Uur geleden

    I have ocd too btw I’m eating chicken wings while watching this

  • Shannon Baynes

    Shannon Baynes

    Uur geleden

    You are Beautiful

  • FrUiTtY PeBbLeS

    FrUiTtY PeBbLeS

    Uur geleden

    I’m shocked I always used to think that some famous people were just happy but wow. It’s cool to see both sides of someone’s life.

  • mina riham

    mina riham

    Uur geleden

    Ohh Lélé😭😭

  • Hailey Varnell

    Hailey Varnell

    Uur geleden

    I feel you’re pain I have ocd too it is so hard😢and anxiety problems

  • Janay Machado

    Janay Machado

    Uur geleden

    I struggle with mental illness too. And my girl. You are not alone. I pray Gods Holy Spirit gives you innerr peace that surpasses all understandimg. I pray that the outside world has no affect on your mind. strong together

  • Damon Seas

    Damon Seas

    Uur geleden

    all of these comments are the same. “ I’d like to apologize, I never knew you were going through this “ etcetera. It’s good that you’re apologizing, but someone shouldn’t need to make a documentary about their pain for you to realize that they’re human. If you learned anything from this, learn that you shouldn’t treat people like shit, let alone someone you don’t even know.

  • Kelsey Luttropp

    Kelsey Luttropp

    Uur geleden

    i love you stay stroe

    • Tyrannosaurus Sex

      Tyrannosaurus Sex

      54 minuten geleden


  • Lisa Anderson

    Lisa Anderson

    Uur geleden

    Your so strong and beautiful inside and out!

  • In Definite

    In Definite

    Uur geleden


    • Tyrannosaurus Sex

      Tyrannosaurus Sex

      54 minuten geleden